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                                          | Enter into the Glory of His Presence |   This is my testimony of my life up till now. This is also what Jesus can bring you threw.
                                    1Peter 1:6,7 This is a Test of your Faith. This is only a Test ! :o) I was adopted when I was 3 Months old. To this day
                                    I feel Blessed that these 2 people came & adopted me out of all the other babies there. I call them Dad & Mom. They
                                    are gone to be with the Lord now. But they were Good to me. They were Christians ! When I was 10 Yrs. old my Mother died of
                                    cancer. My world as I knew it changed forever! After a Yr. my father asked me if I wanted another mother. Of course I said
                                    Yes. I thought all mothers were like the mother that died. Not on your life ! This women was Very Very Abusive toward me.
                                    My father did all he could do to protect me. He didn't know how to handle her. So at 18 yrs. old I Got married to leave home.
                                    If you have heard of this Generational Curse. It's in the Bible. I heard a preacher talk on this & Deliver people from
                                    it. As I look back over my life, I can see it. With my Stepmom being abusive opened the door to satin. By the way I've FORGIVEN
                                    my stepmom. God say's if we don't forgive others He won't Forgive us. I've also Forgiving my Ex's & pray for there Salvation,
                                    Healing, & Deliverence In Jesus Name ! Fill them with the Holy Spirit & Make Preachers out of them All.
 My 1st.Exhusband
                                    was abusive, & had Extra,Extramarital affairs, My 2nd Exhusband was Alcoholic & abusive, & cheated. my third Ex
                                    was the worse. I mean he was the WORSE. Only by God's Grace & Favor & the Blood of Jesus. I made it out & away
                                    from him. Amen But do you see the pattern?? Now I was NO saint. I was Stupid enough to stay & I gave it back to them too.
                                    Not too many people that drink are nice. I mean Alcoholics. 2nd marriage, I lost my children. I do belive they were better
                                    off with somone who could treat them decent, like they should be treated.
 Finally in Jan.1987 I was living with this man
                                    he didn't really believe in God, but I did somewhat. I remember going to Sunday School as a kid, with my Dad & Mon &
                                    that seed was sown in my heart. all I remember is someone saying, "Jesus Loves Me, This I know, For the Bible tells me so."
                                    Well one day I was sitting outside & listening to the radio with head phones. & I turned to this station & out
                                    of the blue this man say's."If your living with anybody your not married too, Leave Right Now!! don't let the sun go down
                                    another day." I'm telling you I shot up out of that chair & ran & packed my clothes. I said bye & explained &
                                    he thought I was crazy???? I went over to this lady's Travel Trailer Park & just told her. She put me up in a Little camper.
                                    Next Sunday went to church & the Pastor said what do you want? I said I want to get Saved ! He said & what else ?
                                    I said I don't know ? He said God wants to do something else for you. It took me 5 min. to think & then I said Oh Ya I
                                    want to be delivered from Alcohol. Bang. He prayed & I've Never been the same Praise God !!! That was in Zephyrhills,
                                    Fl. That is where we are going back too. With my health I need warm weather & Humidity. Bad Circulation, real bad ! I
                                    am still in the potters hands. He's still chipping off rough spots. I did come out of the last marriage crippled up, But that
                                    has brought me Closer to God. He has me right where he wants me & God knows me real good. He knows when things get tough
                                    I run! Now I can't if I wanted too. God will bring you low. & keep you in the desert to teach you. He has giving me scripture
                                    to exactly what he is doing to me. I should put it on a seperate page.
 If anyone has gone threw something like this or
                                    going threw it I'd like to pray for you. Talk to a preacher if you can see youself repeat alot. If Your in a Abusive relationship,
                                    Please for your Safety & Children, Get Out !!! God Did Not Create You To Be Abused ! Get Out & then Pray for the Abuser.
                                    Forgive him or her & Get Help. I'm not Kidding when I say Get Out ! I should have been Dead 5 Times That I Know of! I
                                    have been shot at, Stab with a knife, Strangled. etc. I kept saying to my self I can't leave the Animals (Dog & Horse).
                                    Afterwards I lost them anyways. For the Grace of God ONLY!!! He was put in jail for 1 Yr. & I got out. He still Threaten
                                    me from jail. I had to go into a Shelter for my safety & Lost My animals, I already Lost my kids. So see, Please I say
                                    this as somebdy who's been there.
 Wow! I got off track, That was for somebody.
 You know when you know you have Forgiving
                                    someone ?? When you can write about it or talk about that incident & you Don't Get Mad or a Knot in your Stomache ! :o)
                                    I wasn't going to say any of this but it just came out K-BLAM !
 
 This is what I was going to say...
 If you would
                                    say a prayer for my children. God has given me scripture, that He would bring them back Isa. 60:1-4,5
 My husband I have
                                    now is Totally the opposite from my ex's Praise God!!! He's a Very Good Man. I am now Blessed in this area of my life !
 
 
 Please
                                    Ask Jesus into your Life, Ask Him To Save You! Today is the Day of Salvation !
 If You Die Today without Jesus, You Will
                                    Go To Hell !!!
 When I was Drinking, I asked God Why Don't You Take me home to be with you ? (See After I was Saved, 4
                                    Yrs. later. I married this man, my last X-husband. I fell back into drinking for 1 Yr. with him) God said to me Audibly, "Drunkereds
                                    Don't go to Heaven !!! It' in the New Testament. I Told God, " But I'm Already Saved" ! It scared Me Silly. I mean I went
                                    threw that bible until I found it.
 Like how I told God, God is so Patient with me ! :o)
 
 1Cor.9,10
 9. Do you
                                    not know that the unrighteous and the wrongdoers will not inherit or have any share in the Kingdom of God ? Do not be deceived
                                    (misled): neither the impure and immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor those who particpate in homosexuality.
 10.
                                    Nor cheats (swindlers and thieves), nor greedy graspers, nor DRUNKARDS, nor foulmouthed revilers and slanders, nor extortioners,
                                    and robbers will inherit or have any share in the Kingdom of God
 1Cor.: 9,10 Amp.
 
 Dear Lord, I am a sinner. I
                                    confess my sins to you and right now ask you to forgive my every sin. I confess with my mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord and
                                    believe in my heart that God raised Him from the dead. So right now I invite you Jesus to come into my heart & life to
                                    be my Lord and my Savior. Thank you for coming into my heart, life & spirit. I am Born Again. May I never be the same
                                    again. Make me a new person in Jesus Christ, I thank you in Jesus name. Amen
 
 
 Please Listen, if you Slip &
                                    Fall, Get up & dust yourself off & Run Back to God He's waiting with Open Arms. In fact He Will Never Leave You Or
                                    Forsake You. Even if you Leave Him. He Loves You !!! Jesus Died For The Sinner !!!! He's Waiting for You :o)
     Thank You, Suzy 
                                      I have an extra TESTimony....     My husband Jimmy & I left Tucson,
                                    Az Aug. 2001 to come to Fl. we had to leave earlier than we planned...The landlord changed hands in the trailer park &
                                    decided we had to pay ALL the rent for the Month of Aug.. We were paying half out of one check & half of the rent out
                                    of the 2 nd check.   Well they gave us an eviction notice & said we had 3 days to pay. He didn't get a check
                                    for 2 more weeks. So we packed all we could & left for Texas. His sister lived there. That was a BAD  IDEA !!! 
                                    She is a christian....BUT.......WOWeeee We couldn't do NOTHING RIGHT!!!!!! A RELIGIOUS SPIRIT!!!!!!!!! I am trying to forgive & I will do it with God's
                                    HELP. Anyways we left there with one dog left. Scooter was
                                    put to sleep.......That's all I better say... we had enough money too make it Wesley Chapel, Fl. 8 miles from Z-hills. we
                                    were in a tent ....The tent was TOOOOsmall. we had enough money for 2 weeks rent. & Very little food. We were so scared we couldn't even speak to each other.
                                    We had a sssspirit of Fear. for a week. then God STEPPED IN... A man & some women of the RV site came by with 
                                    food. PRAISE GOD !!!  Then a man had a slide in truck camper. one room NOOO ROOM. But   PRAISE GOD Want
                                    to test your marriage out????  I like being close but NOT THAT CLOSE. I said to Jimmy, If you bump me one more time????
                                    You couldn't pass each other without  BUMPING... God gavee me GRACE to get threw it & besides how dare I complane????
                                    It was for FREEEE. The park let us ride until Jimmy started working & got his first check.  We got there in Nov.2001
                                    & in March 2002, we got his income tax, & there was a Travel Trailer in the park for sale we had half the money &
                                    this man in the park loaned us the rest. We now have our own TT that is ours. no more renting. GORY
                                    TO GOD !!!  I lost my computer in texas  I had to Pawn it....
                                    now 9/2002 I have another one . Jimmy has a job in Security with a company that is just
                                    starting out, & they are Really Nice People to work for. I will be starting to work for them next Mo. They have a post
                                    where I can just about make it. Then I want to start up "In Your Service" That's my HEART. To serve. I wrote all this to say if God will do it for us He will
                                    do it for YOU TOO. He is no respecter of persons. Jimmy also got a Truck Free & a 5th wheel for little money Truck needs work but we'll
                                    save a whole lot of money. The Lord is a mighty God !!! He told me we would prosper & get double back what we lost.  GLORY TO GOD IN THE HIGHEST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Thank You, Jesus 
 
 
 
                                      
                                    
                                    
                                    
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